One of the hardest things to untangle in healing is the almost truth. I do not mean an obvious lie. Obvious lies are usually easier to recognize once we have enough truth and safety around us. The almost truth is harder because it carries just enough reality to feel believable. It has enough evidence attached … Continue reading The Almost Truth: When Trauma Fills in the Blanks
The Day Sara Explained Why Her Treasure Box Was Never Empty
The first thing Sara noticed about the meadow was that the air felt alive. It wasn't cold or windy, but definitely alive. It moved differently there, thick and soft against her skin as though the atmosphere itself carried love inside it. Every breath filled her tiny lungs so deeply she thought she might burst into … Continue reading The Day Sara Explained Why Her Treasure Box Was Never Empty
Counting the Cost Conference 2026
https://youtu.be/wRPHgQx0dL0?si=NJLSETMtuPmG9ZmG Warrior Bride Ministries hosts the annual Counting the Cost Conference to educate, equip, and create a space where frontliners in the field can gather to expose the occult and the truth hidden behind the amnesic walls of survivors all over the world and what Yahweh is doing about it. I am more excited about … Continue reading Counting the Cost Conference 2026
Integration Didn’t Make Me Instantly Functional
A lot of professionals talk about integration as though it is a clinical endpoint or finish line survivors are supposed to strive toward until we finally arrive at healing. I have seen multiple therapists in my lifetime, and in one way or another, they all seemed to build a treatment plan that led toward this … Continue reading Integration Didn’t Make Me Instantly Functional
The Baby in the Hole: A Case Study on Integration
It is always a victory worth celebrating when a core part of a survivor’s system is finally able to see truth, receive healing, and integrate. The road to that moment is steep, and it is lined with tripwires and booby traps designed to make you fail before you ever reach the other side. The work … Continue reading The Baby in the Hole: A Case Study on Integration
Beltane Chaos and All the Things…
Trigger Warning My system used to get super triggered this time of year, and as I've worked on my healing, it has settled some. Even with healing, I still think praying and taking an offensive stance is so important for survivors warring against the darkness during this time. I've always been drawn to the full … Continue reading Beltane Chaos and All the Things…
This Is What Healing Did to My Bible
I grew up in church, went to a Christian school off and on throughout my childhood and I've read the Bible cover to cover many times. Yet, when I started getting memories and my parts started sharing their stories about what happened to them, the Bible changed for me. It reads differently now. The living … Continue reading This Is What Healing Did to My Bible
Shattering the Occult Matrix: A Romans 12 Pathway Every Survivor Can Walk
Shattering the Occult Matrix: A Romans 12 Pathway Every Survivor Can Walk There is a lie that a lot of survivors don't recognize that they carry, and most of the time it didn’t start with them. It was built into them, both by the lack of knowledge of the church and their programming. The lie … Continue reading Shattering the Occult Matrix: A Romans 12 Pathway Every Survivor Can Walk
A Biblical Discernment Protocol
A steady process for recognizing truth, guarding your heart, and responding with wisdom 1. Begin with Surrender, Not Suspicion Discernment does not start with analyzing others, it starts with surrendering your will and your need to be right to Yahweh. Psalm 139:23–24 — “Search me, O God…” Proverbs 3:5–6 — trust in the Lord, not … Continue reading A Biblical Discernment Protocol
What I Learned About Rest That Changed Everything
Early in my healing, I enjoyed ongoing fellowship and community with my church family. Then I started seeing a lot of signs that someone on our worship team was unknowingly in the occult and my system started breaking down at church. When I could no longer control the switching, I overheard a lady telling the … Continue reading What I Learned About Rest That Changed Everything