I read the words tonight that the storm is officially here and realized that those words mean something very different to me as a survivor. Honestly, I wanted to ask them when exactly they thought the storm ever left. Sometimes, I feel like I've come so far and learned so much. Then there are moments … Continue reading The Storm is Officially Here
Month: January 2026
I Could Not Call Him Father
When I first started healing, I could not even think about my dad. It brought so much pain and loss to the surface. I don't know what I wanted or expected when I first listened to the video at the end of this post, but it certainly wasn't the emotional reaction I had. Nonetheless, it's … Continue reading I Could Not Call Him Father
Can My Parts Hear Me Talking to Them?
With dissociative identity disorder (DID) that developed outside of SRA or mind control programming, parts tend to be able to hear each other much easier. They have a much less developed internal world without the bombs and traps that send survivors spiraling when set off. The front presenter part can still go for years without … Continue reading Can My Parts Hear Me Talking to Them?