I’ve been reflecting on who I am and how I am doing in the “quiet” parts of my life. When I’m at home with pajamas on and unkept hair with just my daughter, who does she say that I am? I can get so caught up in what the next step is or what I should be doing … Continue reading The Lie I Believed
Month: October 2025
The Last Instruction
I love confirmation. Especially when I’ve been trying to pray something through and feeling unsettled about things. Sometimes, it’s more uncomfortable to step down from a position we are not called to do than it is to press in and do it then deal with the consequences. I don’t want to disappoint anyone, or make … Continue reading The Last Instruction
The Trick or Treat of Fasting
Trigger Warning. This is important information but let me start by saying I am NOT recommending that survivors fast early in their healing and definitely not in preparation for Halloween. The high rituals have started and will continue for 2 weeks after Halloween. The atmosphere is the heaviest I've felt it in a long time. … Continue reading The Trick or Treat of Fasting
I Have a Secret to Tell
The thing about kids is that you never know what they are going to say next, and I certainly wasn't expecting to be schooled on this level by an 8-year-old, but here we are. I know 2 of my 8-year-old parts pretty well and they've shared a lot of things about my system, but not … Continue reading I Have a Secret to Tell
The Email That Made Me Cry
I received the best email from a survivor recently and have to share! If you have littles in your system, this is especially important for them, but I have to admit, I want to pray it too. It's so well written and I'm sure touches the heart of Yeshua in such a powerful way. (He … Continue reading The Email That Made Me Cry
What’s the Big Deal About Forgiveness?
Unforgiveness in my opinion is a weapon of the enemy that can hinder healing, open doors, and cause us to suffer unnecessarily, yet we have all carried it with us like a familiar security blanket because we were never going to let anything like that happen again. I've heard many different opinions on how and … Continue reading What’s the Big Deal About Forgiveness?
Morning Reflections
I wish every morning consisted of the aroma of fresh brewed coffee with hints of cinnamon and the calm stillness of the sunrise peeking through the trees. Fuzzy socks and the sound of my Bible pages turning at a slower pace, nudging me to linger a bit longer on that last verse highlighted just for … Continue reading Morning Reflections
Soul Trading Markets
Trigger Warning: this is an intense post and discusses children being tortured for the purpose of creating soul parts. A follow up to my recent post on soul trading, is the even more sinister use of labs to split children and program individual soul parts to use, sell, and trade on soul trading markets. Soul … Continue reading Soul Trading Markets
Personal Boundaries
When a survivor heals, they almost always have a heart to see others heal. They know what it feels like to be desperate for help and not be able to find answers. Clawing their way past the many roadblocks of healing from SRA equips them with an open-mindedness to out of the box modalities and … Continue reading Personal Boundaries
The Buying, Selling, and Trading of Souls
Have you ever felt like a part of you is missing? Or you just don't feel like yourself and you have no idea why? Soul trading could be to blame. Soul trading can happen with anyone who has been fragmented from going through trauma, so basically anybody. It's much more common than people realize because … Continue reading The Buying, Selling, and Trading of Souls