What if the reason The Matrix felt so unsettling when you first watched it is because it touches on a question every human being eventually asks: What if the reality I see isn’t the whole story? For many people, the film is simply an iconic science-fiction movie. But for me, under the action scenes and … Continue reading Was The Matrix Trying to Tell Us Something? Awakening, Deception, and the Search for Truth
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Do Cults use Tattoos to Control People?
Tattoos can be used as a way to assign identity, signal belonging, rank, or loyalty. You can see this in gang dynamics, extremist groups, trafficking networks, and cult structures. In trafficking rings, tattoos are used for branding to make it easier for the buyers and sellers to recognize human trafficking victims. Symbols placed on the … Continue reading Do Cults use Tattoos to Control People?
Can My Parts Hear Me Talking to Them?
With dissociative identity disorder (DID) that developed outside of SRA or mind control programming, parts tend to be able to hear each other much easier. They have a much less developed internal world without the bombs and traps that send survivors spiraling when set off. The front presenter part can still go for years without … Continue reading Can My Parts Hear Me Talking to Them?
A Month of Stretching, Shifting, and Seeing Yahweh Move
It has been a crazy month so far, the kind where you blink, and suddenly it’s three weeks later, you’re living on caffeine and grace, and Yahweh is whispering, “Keep going. I’m doing something.” So, I wanted to pause and share an update and give you a peek into some of the things happening behind … Continue reading A Month of Stretching, Shifting, and Seeing Yahweh Move
Healing Anger and Rage
I rarely meet a survivor who has a balanced relationship with anger. In the beginning, most either feel nothing at all other than numb, detached, and compliant, or they feel too much rage that comes out as explosive, consuming, and overwhelming. The middle ground is nowhere to be found until there is a deeper understanding … Continue reading Healing Anger and Rage
When I Need Forgiveness too
Forgiveness is hard for everyone at some point in life. But for survivors, it can be excruciating. Especially at the beginning. Especially in the middle of healing. And especially when the deep, deep memories surface down the road, the ones that expose the truth of what really happened. It’s just hard. For a long time, … Continue reading When I Need Forgiveness too
The Email That Made Me Cry
I received the best email from a survivor recently and have to share! If you have littles in your system, this is especially important for them, but I have to admit, I want to pray it too. It's so well written and I'm sure touches the heart of Yeshua in such a powerful way. (He … Continue reading The Email That Made Me Cry