One of the hardest parts of healing is learning to recognize what you’re actually feeling. As survivors, we’ve spent so much of our lives disconnected from our emotions that when they finally begin to surface, it’s easy to lump everything together. If I’m crying, maybe I’m going backwards. If I’m overwhelmed, maybe I’ve opened a … Continue reading Learning the Difference Between Godly Sorrow and Fear That Leads to Bondage
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Working Through Programming Triggers
When a survivor tries to leave, starts to remember a memory, gets a big breakthrough, or starts to integrate parts of themselves, all hell tends to break lose. Programming can get activated without the survivor's knowledge, and the script will lie to them non-stop until they can recognize it and replace it with the truth. … Continue reading Working Through Programming Triggers
The Trick or Treat of Fasting
Trigger Warning. This is important information but let me start by saying I am NOT recommending that survivors fast early in their healing and definitely not in preparation for Halloween. The high rituals have started and will continue for 2 weeks after Halloween. The atmosphere is the heaviest I've felt it in a long time. … Continue reading The Trick or Treat of Fasting
I Have a Secret to Tell
The thing about kids is that you never know what they are going to say next, and I certainly wasn't expecting to be schooled on this level by an 8-year-old, but here we are. I know 2 of my 8-year-old parts pretty well and they've shared a lot of things about my system, but not … Continue reading I Have a Secret to Tell
Soul Trading Markets
Trigger Warning: this is an intense post and discusses children being tortured for the purpose of creating soul parts. A follow up to my recent post on soul trading, is the even more sinister use of labs to split children and program individual soul parts to use, sell, and trade on soul trading markets. Soul … Continue reading Soul Trading Markets