It is always a victory worth celebrating when a core part of a survivor’s system is finally able to see truth, receive healing, and integrate. The road to that moment is steep, and it is lined with tripwires and booby traps designed to make you fail before you ever reach the other side. The work … Continue reading The Baby in the Hole: A Case Study on Integration
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This Is What Healing Did to My Bible
I grew up in church, went to a Christian school off and on throughout my childhood and I've read the Bible cover to cover many times. Yet, when I started getting memories and my parts started sharing their stories about what happened to them, the Bible changed for me. It reads differently now. The living … Continue reading This Is What Healing Did to My Bible
Shattering the Occult Matrix: A Romans 12 Pathway Every Survivor Can Walk
Shattering the Occult Matrix: A Romans 12 Pathway Every Survivor Can Walk There is a lie that a lot of survivors don't recognize that they carry, and most of the time it didn’t start with them. It was built into them, both by the lack of knowledge of the church and their programming. The lie … Continue reading Shattering the Occult Matrix: A Romans 12 Pathway Every Survivor Can Walk
What I Learned About Rest That Changed Everything
Early in my healing, I enjoyed ongoing fellowship and community with my church family. Then I started seeing a lot of signs that someone on our worship team was unknowingly in the occult and my system started breaking down at church. When I could no longer control the switching, I overheard a lady telling the … Continue reading What I Learned About Rest That Changed Everything
Drinking From a Stream of Living Water
Learning to discern truth, trust His voice, and follow His timing in the middle of healing. I haven’t had time to write, but I’ve learned so much over the past couple of months. The more I learn about the spirit realm, the more I just want to stay hidden under Yahweh’s wing. I keep asking … Continue reading Drinking From a Stream of Living Water
Was The Matrix Trying to Tell Us Something? Awakening, Deception, and the Search for Truth
What if the reason The Matrix felt so unsettling when you first watched it is because it touches on a question every human being eventually asks: What if the reality I see isn’t the whole story? For many people, the film is simply an iconic science-fiction movie. But for me, under the action scenes and … Continue reading Was The Matrix Trying to Tell Us Something? Awakening, Deception, and the Search for Truth
Tearing Down Walls: A Journey to Healing and Connection
There were walls built inside me long before I ever knew what to call them. No one could point to them from the outside, but inside, they were thick, reinforced, and necessary. Growing up surrounded by darkness, control, fear, and spiritual distortion, those walls became my way of staying alive. They held back memories. They … Continue reading Tearing Down Walls: A Journey to Healing and Connection
The Day I Climbed into the TV to Find a Family
The TV hummed before it glowed. That’s how I remember it, not just turning on, but warming up, like it was waking up. The screen flickered blue, then gray static, then alive. I would sit cross-legged on the floor, close enough that the static buzz filled my ears and the light painted my face. Behind … Continue reading The Day I Climbed into the TV to Find a Family
Do Cults use Tattoos to Control People?
Tattoos can be used as a way to assign identity, signal belonging, rank, or loyalty. You can see this in gang dynamics, extremist groups, trafficking networks, and cult structures. In trafficking rings, tattoos are used for branding to make it easier for the buyers and sellers to recognize human trafficking victims. Symbols placed on the … Continue reading Do Cults use Tattoos to Control People?
ACCESS, AGREEMENTS, & AUTHORITY
There is a truth that is rarely named, even in spaces created to help survivors heal. I don't think it's intentional, people just don't know what they don't know. The danger in this is that the Word tells us people perish for a lack of knowledge. It's our natural parental instinct to love our children … Continue reading ACCESS, AGREEMENTS, & AUTHORITY