For many SRA survivors, their presenting parts are not connected to their spirit. One way to know if you are disconnected from your spirit is if you cannot hear Yahweh’s voice. Another way is if you do not know about any of your programming or have your memories because your spirit knows all. It is also the spirit that carries the redemptive gifts.

If a survivor really wants to get their memories back and advance their healing, one of the best things to do is focus on healing their spirit. The spirit can be too wounded to speak, be blocked off, or not even in the body. All or parts of your soul can be held captive and needs you to partner with Yeshua to rescue it. When this happens, knowledge that the spirit carries is not accessible to the survivor. Working to reconnect to our spirit can making the healing journey easier. It also reconnects us to our redemptive gifts.

As I was reading Romans chapter 12, I was looking at the different versions and when I read the 1599 Geneve Bible from a survivor standpoint, a whole new understanding of how this chapter can help me heal became crystal clear to me.

I Beseech you therefore brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye give up your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable serving of God. Romans 12:1

This is a call to live a holy and acceptable life unto God by the mercies of God. I’ve read this chapter many times, but tonight what stands out is that Paul knew we could never do that in our own strength. That was never Yahweh’s requirement of us. The verse says, we do it ‘by the mercies of God’. As we surrender, it is by His mercies that we can live a life holy and acceptable unto God.

Therefore, it is by His mercies that we can walk out each step of this healing journey in a way that is holy and acceptable unto God.

This is very good news.

So many times, I felt like I was failing Him because I wasn’t healed enough or thought when I am fully integrated only then will I really be able to serve Him the right way or be usable for the Kingdom.  

And fashion not yourselves like unto this world but be ye changed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what that good, and acceptable and perfect will of God is. Romans 12:2

A huge part of healing and deprogramming is the renewing of our mind. The occult creates intricate, layers upon layers of programming with back up programs and internal programmers etc. Programming is embedded into our subconscious and will run like clockwork until we make the effort to undo it. We can’t just remove the programming; we must replace it with the truth. We must keep renewing our minds so that we can prove (know that we know) the good, acceptable, prefect will of God for us.

The order information is presented in this chapter is interesting.

First, we surrender in verse one, then we start renewing our mind in verse two, and only then are we ready to start understanding the gifts in verses 6-8 and how they work together to serve the body as a whole.

This is where I want to explain the programming because the occult uses everything God gave us for their purposes.

The programmers gained knowledge from the fallen angels on how to manipulate the redemptive gifts to use them for their demonic purposes.

A programmed multiple can take a ‘gift of the spirit test’ and depending on which part is up front, they can get very different test results.

The whole idea of programming is to strip the child down to a blank slate then rebuild each of their parts with the programming they want that part to have. This unfortunately often includes the giftings Yahweh created them to operate in. The programmers will use horrific abuse, technology, soul trading etc. until the child takes on the supernatural giftings the programmer needs them to have to complete their roles, jobs, assignments, etc.

Case Study 1

Susie was born with the gift of faith but instead has the gifting of ruler because that was what the occult trained (forced) her to have. Susie doesn’t know that she was born with the gift of faith because she isn’t far enough along in her healing and is still missing time and/or memories. She hasn’t integrated all that her spirit knows back into herself yet.

Case Study 2

Jane is naturally a prophet but was forced to give that gift up to protect the system from seeing more than they could handle. Instead, Jane took on and developed a servant gift. Jane enjoys serving and does it well. She is soft-spoken, enjoys working quietly in the background to help others and happily offers her time. Jane doesn’t remember that she took on this gift because servants don’t get punished the same way as the prophet. As Jane heals and reconnects with her parts and her spirit, she can start sorting out her true giftings with Yeshua.

Case Study 3

Mary was born with the potential to develop a very strong gifting in wisdom, but she has renounced that gifting after much programming, pain and suffering. It is not in the occults best interest for her to have so much wisdom for the jobs they are programming her to do. Mary presents with other giftings that work perfectly for her without ever practicing or implementing them. This is because she is operating in the giftings of a soul part placed in her from another survivor when she was taken to the soul trading market last November. That soul part had worked hard to develop their giftings over the last 10 years and is now sharing them with Mary without her awareness.

It is difficult to know for sure what our true giftings are until we are much farther along in our healing and walking in the identity Yahweh created us to have. This is not to say that we cannot use the giftings we currently have for good. Yahweh takes what the enemy means for evil and uses it for our good and His glory all the time. I think the key takeaway is that we need to realize that truth is rarely what we were taught that it was and that applies to our giftings too.

Life is much more complicated for a programmed multiple because they are not just dealing with demons but programming that was put in by programmers who work under the knowledge and guidance of dark angels.

Wait, there is hope!

We can ask Yahweh to take away any demonic giftings if we repent and renounce coming into agreement with them and tell Him we don’t want anything to do with them. We can exchange them for His giftings that He created us to have. This is part of walking out the healing journey and a step closer to our true identity and destiny.

Yeshua says the greatest gift is love!

No matter what any programmer has done, every survivor can receive Yeshua’s love and His love equips us to give and receive love from others.

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